Thursday, November 16, 2006
Yay!
Yeah, so lately I've found myself running out of crap to keep myself busy with. I wish I had the energy to do a lot of things, productive things. It's really weird, once I get home I have like an hour long drill of stuff to do. Eating, playing guitar for a couple seconds, fighting (playing with) my dog, check out some stuff on the computer...
But then I hit a blank point, where I just stop wherever I am and just sit. Waiting for something to happen even though I know it won't. Not only is it boring, it's a huge waste of time. The worst part of it is, I can do this sometimes for hours... literally just sitting in front of the computer listening to the same 5 or 6 songs over and over again, or whatever I had stuck in my head during the day. One thing I can say is that I get a lot of thinking done while doing this, but to be honest I'm getting sick of thinking stuff through all the time. I wish I could empty my head out or something, there's too much stuff going on up there. If only we could go back to simpler times. When thinking didn't occur, and you just did stuff.
I dunno, maybe I need a psychologist or something. I'm retarded.
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hehe, yes.. back to when we didn't care to change our....socks.
i know what you're saying. i hope you don't need a psychologist, or i do too.
you put that really nicely though. i wish i could do productive stuff.. but then i get caught up in other stuff that's so freaking time consuming. eeek! where has the drive gone?
i dont think ur retarded phil =D vent vent vent!
ha i'll be your psychologist. but my sitation seems fairly similar to yours. so i may need one myself, so i'm not sure i'd be of much help.
i have the same problem with thinking about things. i think about EVERYTHING- twice and then i think about it again.
ps.. . ne one want to be my psychologist?
i do i do! =D I DDDOOOOgb flkgj.
thanks for thinking I'm not retarded jackie, means a lot ;p
and jonathan, you and I have been each other's psychologists for a couple of years now, we haven't had one of those conversations in awhile though. Maybe we ought to try that out again sometime and see what happens.
jackie again, how many truck fulls of candy have you been eating lately? geez, you can't even type.
ya, i hit that suddenly have nothing to do wall everyonce in a while too. and then everything i do bores me out of my mind, so i end up lying in front of the tv or on my bed just not thinking. or really thinking about everything i can. doesn't help much though.
p.s.: if anyone needs a psychologist, i practically have my degree in psychology.
here's my philosophy: You're all bored out of your minds because you're in video block!!!
ok....
real original elena. make fun of the block kids. what is it that you do all afternoon again?
zing.
john she watches movies and takes pictures with us(!)
haha sorry elena i know your actually busy ;)
hmmm. i have that too. i get bored easily. i find i either feel bored or i feel super busy. i could say more but we were talking about that already...
i have moments of waiting too... i kinda blogged about it earlier. i usually can keep myself busy the first few hours after school but after that it really varies. weekends are a different story...
i find that sometimes i can empty my head out just by writing about it... and if i write about it, i don't think about it anymore. so just write more of your thoughts out on your blog!! yess!!
you're not retarded obviously. and i think that if you need a psychologist... we all need a psychologist!
and elena: the video block comment makes absolutely no sense. i am sorry but video block has nothing to do with being bored. well maybe a little bit.
Psh. Phil is retarded. Phil has spoken!
you were quoted today. just thought i'd let you know.
and like most people pointed out..your not retarded, or we all are. so i wouldn't be too worried about that
i don't think it's the candy... if anything, it's the keyboards fault;)